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AssassinZilla (Jira) *Officially Abandoned*
This is gonna be my final but short response to the drama and finally coming to my senses:
it's coming to a close that I'll be abandoning this channel, Due to many events I have committed, I will not come back for The TMF Community and Let them go for the sake of their lives, And take advice from all of your comments in that last one.. Since it came out poorly because I am a complete idiot.
It is now my time to let go all of you, and find new people to be with, It is not my place to be here anymore, I will be not be welcome here anymore, I'll take all the blame, all the responsibility, and accountability For Real This time, I am determine to get Therapy and find Mental help Completely, even if takes awhile to afford, and do alot of research for myself, and never talk about the past again.
As for the Victims who I hurt, Miho, Alex, Lilly, And Selena, You all deserve better than I do, And Again, I'm deeply, and genuinely sorry for hurting all of you and letting you all down, It's finally time to remove myself, And find new people to be with. I will pray for your well being, and never let this happen again. As an adult for once.. All is done have to be done. Be good, be well, and focus on your future endeavours, I understand now that I'm not your friend anymore.
Well, I guess this marks my end, And Hopefully in the next years, This is not gonna happen again, I am For Real gonna take this Seriously. I hope all of you find peace.
Goodbye
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AssassinZilla (Jira) *Officially Abandoned*
Dear Diary:
If you know who i am, Then this is me.. somewhere or somebody that I broke and hurt people's trust.. Well it's True.. I said some words that I shouldn't have said in the first place, and.. I shouldn't have been more aware about my behaviour.. It's been 3 months since that incident occurred and I'm the one to be blamed all of it, Cause if you made a big Mistake.. then you are righfully be responsible for your cause. Life has been cruel to me, Especially to the ones I hurt.. And honestly, I felt like I Deserve to suffer like Hell.. So I figured.. I need to Think about Getting Mental Help, I looked up Online to see how much Money therapy cost in my country.. I was Shocked how expensive that was, I mean.. Not all of us are rich, It's the parents that's been working very hard for us to achieve money. So I had to think improvised, I need to do Self-Therapy.. It was hard for me to move on during the time. but, As I progress myself to do my task, In a few weeks, everything got a little better.. For the first time, I felt like I was free from the suffering.. My IRL friends in college were also a big help too, If it weren't for them I wouldn't have to think negatively all the time, College though still makes me tired but I still able to complete my assignments, all of it were worth it, Cause College is college. I have moved on from everything, I'm not gonna think about my past, Because now it remains in my memory.. Even though people can still hate me, That doesn't affect me for being strong.. If I were honest 100%, gotta say that 2024 was the worst year to be a minor, and realizing how much this affects everyone.. I feel very sorry for them, and I felt so much guilt, for how much damage I conflicted in the past.. It makes me weak.. so weak.. I realized I had to let them go.. for the sake of their lives.. and still hurts alot.. But I will not be that person ever again, I would not let hatred consume my mind and focus in the future.. I prefer being with my college buddies, and my new goal.. is to make everyone feel happy again, make new content, and teach them how to be safe around the internet.
RosyClozy was right
No child or teenager should go through so much trauma from an adult that's taking advantage of you, Always have someone to stand up for you and you have every right to tell anyone who you trust who's been manipulating you, abusing you, and grooming you.. Every Adult should be taking responsibility, accountability, and never defend yourself for what you've done.. (Usually they make excuses or guilt trip their audience, for that I'm different to them)
I want to changed for the better.. and focus on my health rather than this channel.. And reading the old comments from my last 2 Apologies gives me hope.. yet feel scared.. From the bottom of my heart.. I am genuinely Sorry for those who are outrage, disgusted, and disappointed from what I done.. I am very grateful for my IRL Friends to help me out and make me feel I'm getting all better.. I will not make TMF For the time being since it's getting really toxic.. I would like to change this channel into something more into my liking.. Though I have no plans yet to return.. But I will say that my health is getting better, Thanks for those who gave me good luck.
From your former Youtuber:
Jira
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AssassinZilla (Jira) *Officially Abandoned*
I'm taking a break now
See you in a few months
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AssassinZilla (Jira) *Officially Abandoned*
Now this Right here, It's what you call a F**king Masterpiece of an Animation π€π€
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tisaacs4487
(4 years ago)
"You fools could never defeat me. Do you know why? Because I was born to be king."
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Jadrockslegend1106
(3 years ago (edited))
Henshin!
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imranmasuharu2866
(3 years ago)
Looks like u got all the riders powerβ¦
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Fazryazy112
(11 months ago)
The slap battle be overkill sound be like:
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silentintrovert1244
(1 year ago (edited))
If ever Oma Zi-O comes back in Kamen Rider Outsiders, the stakes are now higher than it ever was!!
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DragonVersalStudios
(4 years ago)
Scary and awesome
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blagojpejov4155
(3 years ago)
Ohma zi-o the one that rules time and space
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Kiora_09c9x
(1 year ago)
0:17 Shukufu No Toki
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dylanleekongmeng8446
(7 months ago)
Henshin
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Bouya4GT
(3 years ago)
Menggokil emang ini rajaku
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(5 months ago)
Saiko saizen saidai saikyo.o ohma zi.o
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wanxdluffy
(4 months ago)
Waku waku no toki
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SpedEggs
(4 years ago)
Epic henshin
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dylanleekongmeng8446
(5 months ago)
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Unknown_User174
(2 years ago)
Wozβ¦Iwae.
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RedStarBoi416
(4 years ago)
Epic!
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johnloi9209
(1 year ago (edited))
If one member of Hundred copied the powers of Ohma Zi-O, we r goners.
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millymiyonaph3416
(4 years ago)
Wow cool and scary too
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