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i don’t even think anyone cares enough to see this but im gonna post it anyway
“Where have you been it’s been almost a year!!”
I’m gonna keep it simple. I’ve quit/retired from publishing content simply because it no longer brings me joy.
For the past year and a half and going i have been the most depressed I’ve ever been in my entire life. I don’t wanna get into detail but I’ll just say that it l got worse back in August of 2023 when my 15 year old childhood dog passed away. People might think it’s easy to move on from a pet, but he was more than that. He was my best fucking friend I’ve ever had. I hardly made any friends in real life but he was always there for me. I tried to take a short break but i never truly felt better and it became a forced habit to make content. Getting worse as some old friends in my life started to beg me to use them in more videos, but that doesn’t come close to my ex best friend of six years verbally abusing the shit out of me to record his stupid fucking vrchat videos. I’m not referring to papafear. This is someone worse. I could go on about that but I’d rather keep it private for me and others sake. So I prefer to stay out of collaborations so don’t expect me to appear in any videos. There’s only one more im starring in, but I can’t disclose anything about that. The combination of stress online and real personal life has led to very unhealthy habits for me. I’ve been seeing a professional and I’ve been on medication for quite some time now.
Two more things to close this off, im sorry to all my friends for doing all the funny shit and me just throwing clips/funny moments I have as a last ditch effort to post something. Some probably don’t mind but it’s still not cool in my opinion.
Lastly,
This may shock people.
I have a life. I work, i need to care for some family in a toxic household, this really isn’t something I can do anymore. I’m sorry
One day this channel and my twitch could cease to exist. I’ll leave the videos up for now. Definitely deleting every YouTube short I’ve ever made at one point because that led to so many stale subscribers who probably get a gag at skibidi toilet(this isn’t a joke people actually found my shorts from looking up skibidi toilet)
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And with that.
I’m not good at goodbyes so uhhh
Change the world, my final message
Goodbye.
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I realized now that I haven’t updated people on here. Mainly because no one gives a shit about community posts and don’t read them. So I won’t get into detail but I haven’t uploaded in so long because I haven’t had great motivation and I reached the lowest point of my life with mental health. Those who follow me on twitter probably know what I’m talking about.
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I’m almost done with a gaming video and it will be published soon. I do have stuff I wanna announce, but I recently got sick because the universe hates me for having any sort of emotion that isn’t negative.
Anyways most people probably stopped
reading this post. This is just confirm I’m alive
pretty much and I plan on uploading eventually
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If it wasn’t obvious. My VRChat series “Stupidly Virtualized” is officially canned. I still plan on making VRChat skits again, but the idea and motivation for it wasn’t working out anymore for me. My friends and I will find days to make more vrchat content, but they will not be episodic. Just for fun. Thanks for understanding.
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Gmod gaming video being worked on rn I should hopefully have it done by this or next week👀
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Posting this here too. Just don’t feel like retyping it lmao follow my twitter
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